Very long didn't update my blog. Cause i was busy and lazy at the same time.

My maths tuition teacher blasted me with 3 practice paper. Wow.

Mr Salleh ordered Mr Wong to thrash us with practice paper. Epic ZZ.

Today was so fun. Peeps and me birthday bashed bryan sim! LOL Damn Fun. But i not sure will get scolded anot. Sian. I don't think so. Cause its not bullying, bryan sim was a willing party.

I've been chatting with that guy again. :X . I feel happy. :D . Zzz. But he got crush and he don't tell me who is it. ZZ. I want to know. Cause my kpo level is like 101% . and im bored. but he freaking don't tell me. So secretive. Wonder who is his crush. Some girl i guess. but not me. But i still feel happy to talk to him! XD

After a long day of sorting out my feelings. i realise i don't think i have strong feelings for anyone except that guy. So... ya. Im following someone and being secretive. Not open anymore LOL. I LIKE that person. ZZZZ. Hard to keep it to myself. I wished he know. But i don't want to tell him directly. I want him to notice it himself. More fun. LOLOL.

TODAY. I GO AND TRY TO GET THE " SOMEBODY TO LOVE " MUSIC VIDEO AND I FAILED. AT FIRST I GOT IT THEN MY ITUNES CRASH. THEN I TRY AGAIN MY ITUNES CRASH AGAIN. QI SI WO!

Hello.Back from camp around 2 days ago. I am sunburned .!! @_@ Very pain leh..ZZZ. And teacher - student bonding didn't work out...

Camp the dragon boat fun. The Mac ritchie hike or what .. was just mediocre. Night walk was scary. Just kept screaming @_@

Yesterday went to watch Prince Of Persia. The Sand of Time. WOO!. Loved the show! Loads of action!! . Watched it with my Sister and my couz Bryan Teng. And i lost my Student card == Damn.

Today went to Sizziler or how to spell and eat. The one at Toa Payoh. Lol.

Today. A friend whom i know for a few months left me. Cause ..i kinda say stuff to him . Not like angry . Like reject about something. And its not stead. Zz." Last Time " and " Farewell " the words are harsh.

I've been keeping a secret inside for so long. Not sure if i should say. Some people already know. But ..Still kept in my heart. If i tell " them " They won't talk to me anymore so..Its just hard. And im tired. Cause me myself inside is confuse. Are we just friends ? Maybe. Lol.

Goodnight. Im not sleeping yet. Tomorrow got supp. Sian.

I thought our friendship would last forever.
But now i realise it was just a silly idea.
You talked behind my back and some whatsoever.
Now im hurt and down with a fever.

You said that i was sacarstic , irritaiting and morever crude.
Time and time again when i interupted you ,
When i give you a gentle smack on your back.
You scream and shout but i thought you were okay with that.

So now our friendship has a crack.
Its not easily fixed by tape or blue tack.
Our friendship is like some bread crust.
When shaken , it breaks and it so doesn't last.

So why can't you trust me?
I was there when you're unhappy.
Are you blind or can't you see?
Why are you doing this to me?

So please i need a wish right now.
Cause i feel that my life is falling down.
For you i even acted like a clown.
But all you give me are just your frowns.

Its kept in my heart..
And i can't let it go..
Im stuck and now i..feel so low..
But you will never appear to console...
Cause perhaps i've already become your foe.

And now , armed with paper and pen.
Trying to rewrite my life again and again.
But it couldn't be remedied like how it began.
From the start when you did that to me then.

A little song i wrote. Just part of the song. Includes rapping and singing.
This song was dedicated to somebody. I found out a big secret about how this person look at me. Another thing is. Ytd. i didn't have the guts to say. So i didn't .Epic fail..am i? Hais.